Where does it go?

It has been a while since I posted anything on here, but i suppose that happens when your busy and a cold puts you down for the count for about a week; damn cold season. But besides that Christmas was good, got to hang with family, received more than enough presents and one of my cousins got engaged so that is exciting.

Life though has somewhat of a different plan I suppose, everything was fairly good and then a friend that moved to the cities about a year ago, proved how much a person can change in a year and not for the good. He used to be our best friend, (we have a little gang of friends and we are all very close), and when he first moved down he still stayed in contact every so often even if he was just on messenger for an hour or so. But as time progressed his absence became bigger and his reliability of coming up to visit dwindled. Even when he was up here his presence was almost none existent, we'd hang, but he was always texting someone from the cities or talking about some game that he played with other friends now. Well things grew and he became busy and his presence disappeared. It became blatantly obvious something was up and he realized sent an explanation of how busy he was why he wasn't always able to come when he said he could and I gave him the understanding he needed, cause as we all know shit happens. He asked how he could make things better with us and he seemed like he really wanted to. And the simplest thing he needed to do was to simply work on his communication and talk to us. Which simply could have been getting on messenger even for just an hour once a week would make a difference. But this simple task apparently has proven to be too hard for him.

He came up for us to meet his new boyfriend and things blew up from there, what he promised to be almost a whole day of hanging with him was turning into an hour at a coffee shop, which than got pushed to nothing, because of some stupid excuse that came up. We had finally had enough and the fight took place. We explained what we were upset with, and he still didn't seem to understand. He has yet to talk to us after that and that fact right there proves how much he has changed, if this happened even 6 months ago, he would have showed up at our friends house where we were hanging out to talk to us and explain what was wrong or at least have texted us or called us to talk about it by now. You never realize how much a person can change until they do and the sad part is I am not even that upset at loosing him, a part of me is still hoping he will show up and talk about it, and another part realizes that the person that was my friend disappeared a while ago and it is only the vessel that held that person that I am loosing.

This happened about a week ago and has been followed by my bank account dwindling from 150 bucks to 15 due to one book I needed for school and my laptop battery has officially died which means i need to spend 150 bucks to replace it. The only silver lining currently is the fact that everything else is going good, this fight has brought the rest of us closer, i get to get a better battery, and i appreciate it that this happens all at once, instead of being dragged out for months on end.

So this is what has happened in my life most recently, there really is not a whole lot left to say, so Guten Tag and I'll post whenever.